Okey so here I am to sell the idea of me right? Well, I am a girl who could just be described as confused. Im all about the deep meaning of things, psyology and flirting, and using psycology to flirt ;). I can be an awful person, I judge everyone I meet, but when I learn about them I'm nice.
I like to see me as different, though I'm probably just the same. When I was little I always thought I was going to be something really special, I'm starting to doubt that now.
I have a lot of dreams and goals with my life but I don't know how to get closer. I need to do a lot of stuff but somehow I end up on some T-Shirt site rating designs, ehhh.
Ive been through a lot of things when it comes to Love and I don't really know if it made me stronger or wiser because I keep making the same mistakes (note to self: stop making the same old mistakes and start making new ones).
I used to give a damn what people thought of me and I was unhappy. Now I don't give a damn. The sad thing is though I don't always even care when someone loves me. YES, I got issues? It's just so hard, life....you really don't know how it feels until you been there, so through these experiences I have learned something in the end. That the only one who will always be there is ME...so yes I'm a little up myself.
Well, as long as YOU know who you are and what you are...right? Well I don't. I have no idea about so many things anymore. Like what I am writing right now. As I said, Im confused. I wish someone would come to me like the movies and we will just click and eveything will feel sort of ...together. Darn, I really wish life was like the movies. I seen to many romantic comedies, they screwed my up.
Oh and yeah, im moving to Mallorca to become a bartender. So I can just have random sex and be a slut like I always dreamed of. Oh and get tanned...whoho. No really, I can't settle down because I am party girl to the core and I get bored of people, places so easily. Im 18 and I lived in Australia, California, Florida so far.
Let's be friends! I'm really not that bad?