One of those blogs that will probably be deleted.
I'm feeling really lousy.
The last several days have been crappy. Ish. Basically, I thought things were going well with a couple guys I've been talking to...and then all of a sudden one of the guys says he's met someone else, and then the other guy is now saying he's just not ready to do anything.
It feels like no matter what I do, nothing seems to work out for me.
It will be 4 years in October since I've been single.
Like, single as in no "boyfriend" or real relationship of substance.
And it's not fun. A lot of my friends don't understand how I feel because they've constantly had boyfriends or girlfriends.
I will probably delete this blog in the future.
I've been super positive lately about being "single" and really gung-ho about meeting new people and things have been falling into place with getting a job that I enjoy, and i thought I had the guy situation finally down, but I guess not.
I just feel so alone.