*Stuff I've Figured Out So Far*
I'm completely genuine and sarcastic at the same time. I have a dirty mouth but perfect manners. My favorite form of humor is inappropriateness, although it sometimes gets me into trouble. I'm fucking weird. I crush easily. I love conversing, but I'm also cool with silence, and just being in the presence of someone else. I try to be as honest as I can about as much as I can, and expect the same from others. I do more dreaming than critical thinking. I'm a diligent, responsible and precise worker, BUT, am also easily distracted, which does cause me to be a bit inefficient at times. I'm very tidy. Some would say "neat-freak". I say, "Pick up your shit." I'm usually very patient. I like crowded places and surrounding myself with people, preferably intelligent ones. I'm a little OCD. I dig tattoos and piercings. I believe that everyone should live by their own rules, as long as they're not hurting anyone else, which is why I dream of a society stable enough to survive and thrive in harmonious anarchy. By the way, this is also why I don't deal well with authority. I believe that love is simply complete acceptance of another. I also believe that we have many "significant others" in our lives and should love accordingly. 1/3 of my immediate family is dead. I'm flighty and idealistic. I'm a Marijuana enthusiast and enhancement smoker. I'd like to think I'm a pretty smart cookie. I love to argue and debate. I'd like to change the norms of communication. I sometimes speak before thinking. I've been told that I am the most sensitive hardcore girl. I often base my perception of reality on my feelings (The F in ENFJ :P). I'm somewhat of a conspiracy theorist. I'm not a cook, nor a food connoisseur by any means. Money isn't a big issue to me, although I am a cheapskate at times, and I don't gamble. I feel a connection to music in my soul, so when I listen, I like to listen to it obnoxiously loud and with my whole body and undivided attention. I prefer documentaries to movies "based on true events". I'm a night owl and feel at home in the dark. Every so often, I need a good dose of spontaneity and adventure in my life, or risk becoming depressed. I have almost a fear of being generic. A part of me wishes I could stay a child forever, but I believe as long as we keep holding onto our wonder, we'll never grow old at heart. I find it hard to accept logic and reason when there's no corresponding human element. I fear anger and yelling. I am fascinated by the idea of sex, but not necessarily by having it. I love discovering artistic and colorful obscurities in everyday life; in people, places, language, everywhere. I don't usually perform well when put on the spot. My biggest bullshit is my craving for acceptance. What can I say? I dig being dug. I'm cute, not sexy. Don't get it twisted. I'm sweet and thoughtful. Don't take advantage of that please. I'm more of an observer in life than a doer, and feel strange if I'm the cause of changing the normal flow of events. I tend to experience moments, not create them. I don't like to share. I'm strange, contradictory, inconsistent and affected.
*Still A Work In Progress*