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Thanks to whomever it was that gave them to me.
It's very much appreciated. :D

There are four t-shirts that I really want. But I don't need any of them, thus I'm having a bit of difficulty deciding whether to get one or all of them.
But the last time I bought threadless, they sucked. The paint came off and it's shitty. The sizes varied so much that I can't even wear Love*Rain because it's so big on me.

I want Caged because I love it so much, and I already have it in green.
Then there's Facial Hair Club for Men which I'll probably just give to my cousin, even though I really like it.
I love giraffes and was thoroughly excited to see I Like Trees, Too reprinted, and the same for They're, Their, There... because I like grammar. :S

I just can't decide!!!

Life has been ... odd ... lately - borderline crazy.

My birthday is arriving quickly and I couldn't care less.

I don't think I've had a "birthday party" since I was... 12. I've had birthdays where I just invited some friends over and we watched scary movies. But that was it; no gifts, no fluff, nothing.

I couldn't care less.

I'm trying to get my shit together so I can actually attend school next semestre. And possibly study abroad in the summer. I've narrowed it down to Kingstong University and a language uni in the south of France. I can't decide. They both sound so amazing.



I miss music more than words can say. I've damaged my vocal chords so much in the past three months that I can only cry when I realize the extent.



I got l'esprit des escaliers yesterday and I wanted to punch something.

I definately would like to get Time Fades. I've liked that shirt ever since I was a newbie. I just don't want the crappy printing anymore. And I don't have the money to waste on t-shirts anymore. Maybe some STPs would help?

*droopy sad puppy face*

I don't like Threadless tees much anymore.

My Fahrenheit 451 shirt no longer has purple on it. It all washed off.
My Love *Rain (and Fahrenheit 451) shirt are just too itchy. And it's not because of the shirts. It's because the print on the inside for the sizing information and whatnot is peeling off. It's silly to pay so much for t-shirts (though some are nice) just for them to fall apart not even a month after getting/wearing them.

I'm done wasting my money on Threadless.

That's a long time.

I got a call from a friend last night.
I listened to the voicemail this morning.

"[Lavina], I have to tell you something really crazy that just happened before [our friend] does!"

At first I thought it would be that one of our friends had finally gotten fed up with his controlling girlfriend.

But that wasn't it.

)-:

It's hard to work two at once.

Especially when you can't seem to find the benefits and it seems that all you're doing is working for nothing; towards nothing.

We were sitting out in front of our apartment watching some fireworks, and between booms:

H: There's lots of reds and greens!
M: It's Christmas!
H: Oh, Christmas! I must be stupid!

And then after a few minutes:

H: You know, when you were really little, we took you to the fireworks show and you got sick. We had to hang your head out of the car window because we couldn't stop.
M: Gross. In [my hometown]?
H: Yeah.
M: But I was three-years-old when we moved away from there... ?
H: Yeah, you must have been almost two or so and you just started sayin, "I'm gonna throw up!"
M: I knew the phrase "throw up?"
H: Well, you know; "I sick, I sick" something like that...
M: So you stuck my almost-two-year-old head out of a moving vehicle!??!!
H: No.. haha, no, no. It was when we were stuck in traffic after the show and we couldn't pull over... so I just hung your out of the driver-side window.
M: Wait, I could talk that young? [My cousin's son] didn't talk until he was two-and-a-half or so...?
H: Yeah... you were talking when you were about six months old...


I find it quite interesting the things you can learn between the boom of fireworks.