Gah, i feel depressed.
I'm 19 years old and i've never been kissed, or even on a date wit a girl. I know i'm not gay, but love has just really never been a big thing in my life....but now i'm starting to with i had tried to go out with someone in high school.

thing is, i have a lot of disorders. i mean, like, mental problems.
to be specific, here's the big four:
tourette's syndrome
ocd
adhd (major)
asperger's syndrome (maybe, i've seen the symptoms and my neurologist hinted that i might have it, but never been tested for it, so i can't really say...)

These things put me at a big social disadvantage. at the few parties i've gone to, i don't have a good time, i end up walking around by myself and leaving about an hour after i go, because i'm bored and don't think anyone will want to talk to me anyways. in other words? I'm antisocial. which might have something to do with the asperger's, idk.

so on top of these disorders, i guess i have a self esteem problem? when i was a little kid my adhd was really REALLY bad, and i was so hyper and obnoxious that everyone started to hate me. i guess the feelings of guilt i've had since then have followed me throughout my life, causing me to become antisocial because i think that i'm weird and no one will like me...

aaah, i'm rambling. the point is, because of these things i've never had a girlfriend, never been kissed and yes, still a virgin.
i'm really sad now, so, yeah....
could anyone out there help me?