;DISMAY;

To my dismay, Hear I am,
Trying so hard to stay ahead,
My head above water, with out a place to stand,
I find myself floating in open water,
And to what end I find myself alone again,
To remember and forget, to live and die,
As myself, like all others,
Without a point,
Without reason,
As humans we live, and like animals we die,
To one another of alien races,
Put to the test of life,
Pass or fail we all end up in the same god damned ground,
Without a way and no lead,
thrown to the curb by all the others,
Few find friends they keep forever,
Few find light at the end,
Yet like all the rest before us learn as we must,
We seldom do,
So carry on we will,
Dying and killing till the very end,
In the name of religion, property, and trust,
And to my dismay afloat in the center of a suicidal race.