I need to find a way to sleep at night!
I wake up at 8 everyday, work from 9-5, and still can't fall asleep until 2:30-3. Which obviously sucks - I'm a zombie. Same thing on the weekends.

I've tried everything; nyquil, alcohol, painkillers, baths, warm milk, etc. Nothing seems to work, I just get really loopy lol. I finally pass out of exhaustion each night. Any suggestions would be welcome.

I have almost beaten Super Princess Peach on my ds!! I need new games though..I need some ideas. Anyone have any?

I can't wait until this shirt comes in the mail lol, it pretty much is ME written on a t-shirt. It's fantastic.

Right now I am in the middle of a conversation with my ex boyfriend and my current boyfriend.
My current boyfriend (Let's call him "Tom") is in the middle of trying to explain why being labeled emo isn't a bad thing. I don't consider myself emo (in the stereotypical slit-my-wrists way) so I find this conversation to be kind of strange. Does he think I'm emo? And this is his way of telling me that he's ok with me being emo?
My ex boyfriend (let's call him "Graeme") is in the middle of telling me that I have a lot more going for me than I realize. Which is strange, because I always thought he suspected I was going nowhere in life but he was ok with that because he "loved" me. Also, he seems to think that I want to go to Sheridan. I don't. I would like to go to Fanshawe in London and take their chef training course. I don't know why he doesn't know this, I think I told him a million times when we were dating.
Last night I ran my parents' van into our garage because the driveway was icy. In the larger metaphor that is the world, am I the garage door or my parents' van?
Also, Tom's ex girlfriend added me on facebook (let me just put in a set of parentheses here to state how much I really despise facebook) and I don't know why she would. We've never met, what on earth am I going to put as a friend detail?!

Oh God, I love this website too much.
I can see my credit card company having a field day with me ordering things from here.

Hello, my name is Becki.
I'm an 18 year old Leo who has no idea what I want to do with my life. I'm not in school right now and I feel somewhat inferior to my friends who are. Last night I kissed the first boy (sober) since I broke up with my two year on-again off-again boyfriend, and it was strange. Not in a bad way. In a good way. In a, this is not my ex boyfriend, way.
I hate my job. I love the people, so I stay.
I'm 5'10, aprox 145 lbs, and I would like to say that I'm ok with that but lately I have been trying to not lie. It's mostly muscle and I don't look fat, but still.

That's all for now.
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