What a failure I am. I just HAD to go home from work after being there like an hour and a half.....and I doubt there's anything really wrong with me.

I just feel this like..weird lump in my throat. Like I could maybe puke at any second? But maybe not. I haven't gotten sick like that in a long time, so I can't really tell. My tummy hurts a little. And, it's not like a sickness that doesn't allow me to do anything, such as be on here, but I don't really think I should be dealing with costumers.

But it's probably fucking nothing, and I'll probably feel better, and then I'll be guilty as shit for even leaving. Oh, and you know, I lose money over this, that's a plus. And I hardly get any to begin with.

And if I feel better, I don't even deserve to go do anything fun..

And now I feel kind of hungry! WTF, I SHOULD NOT WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW!

Am I just beating myself up too much over this? ;____;

Gah, shit.

..I thought it was adorable, I love camo, and plus, it's fitting for me. -points to "All About Me"...


...should I be embarrassed to wear it in public?

Time to complain about life!

The other day when I was at work ( and I WAS having a good day, figures.), some lady came through my checkout line with a bunch of boxes of Pizza Rolls. See, we had this coupon for those, it was 12/$10. Well, naturally a lot of people took advantage of this deal, so we didn't have 12 left at the time. She asked me if she could still use the coupon if she didn't have 12 boxes, since we didn't have enough left. I asked one of my managers, he said no, but told me to write a rain check. So I said to her " No, sorry, but I can write a rain check for you.", to which she responded, " No, that's just too much work!", and just left her cart in my lane, and left the store. So...naturally, I said, " Um, she just left her cart here, so should I just put these back or...?", and yeah, I went and took the Pizza Rolls back to their spot, and that was the end of it. Or so I thought.

Later on in the day, a co-worker came up to me and said, " Hey, I'll take over for you, they want to talk to you in the office.", and I said (cheerfully), " Oh, okay!" I was scared, but at the same time I thought maybe I was getting a raise or something. When I got to the office my boss said, " Shut the door and come up here, we have to talk to you." I knew I was in trouble then.

He proceeded to tell me that he was just on the phone for 20 minutes with said woman, and apparently I "rolled me eyes at her", and that's why she left, and she never wanted to come back again. I guess I made her feel like writing a rain check was too much effort for me, or something, and that wasn't even the worst part. She was also upset because we were talking about it afterwards...even though we kinda needed to discuss the order that she'd left. He tried to convince her to give us another chance, but she refused. He reminded me that we're supposed to take care of the costumer and without them they don't need me. He also told me that now he (our store), was going to get reported, all because of me.

I was completely shocked and upset. I still don't understand where she got that from, because I would NEVER, and pretty sure I didn't, roll my eyes at a costumer. So, being the baby who can't hold back her emotions that I am, I started crying right in front of my boss and everyone else. I went to the bathroom to try and gather myself, but once I got to the register, I just cried in front of costumers, and it was so humiliating. All of my co-workers were staring at me and it was really obvious I got in trouble. So, I went back to the bathroom, and eventually got myself back together, to finish the rest of my shift.

But I still felt like shit.

God, that was the worst day I've ever had at work. It really sucks knowing that we lost a costumer and got reported, and I'm the reason. And I don't even think I did anything.

I have 22 hours this week (which is a surprise, I usually get around 10) , so everyday except today and Saturday, I have to go back to that humiliating place and feel terrible. And if they were actually starting to give me more hours, well I already blew that for sure.

I still feel like such a pathetic moron right now. Ugh.

Well, if you read that whole thing, I love you.

I think I am addicted to Threadless! I am poor, and I have presents to buy, yet I keep spending money on shirts, and for myself no less. Ah! o_o

And yeah...it sort of scares me. I don't want anyone to think I am some freak who enjoys seeing animals have sex.

But this shirt is just so funny!

Ehh? :|

And, a side note, I never thought the unicorns were gay. Surely, female unicorns should have horns as well, otherwise they are not unicorns. And, I've always just thought the rainbow was just to represent the..."magic" of it. XD

..and maybe a dumb one, at that.

But, I was wondering, how many times can a shirt design get reprinted? Is there even a limit?

That's all I really have to say right now. Threadless rules! ^_^