What a failure I am. I just HAD to go home from work after being there like an hour and a half.....and I doubt there's anything really wrong with me.

I just feel this like..weird lump in my throat. Like I could maybe puke at any second? But maybe not. I haven't gotten sick like that in a long time, so I can't really tell. My tummy hurts a little. And, it's not like a sickness that doesn't allow me to do anything, such as be on here, but I don't really think I should be dealing with costumers.

But it's probably fucking nothing, and I'll probably feel better, and then I'll be guilty as shit for even leaving. Oh, and you know, I lose money over this, that's a plus. And I hardly get any to begin with.

And if I feel better, I don't even deserve to go do anything fun..

And now I feel kind of hungry! WTF, I SHOULD NOT WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW!

Am I just beating myself up too much over this? ;____;

Gah, shit.