Like water,... much like rain, its simple to be intimidated by the lonliness.
Dont let it weigh you incumbranced.
pick up your lifes dread.
stomp it out.
Love your lovers. Let them know you are with them until the day is gone.
Take in the feelings they give back as well, let it saturate your emotions and break yourselfif you must.
as for the people ou are with of as present, drop them easily, if you must let them go.
life is short, very much so, its easy to forget that life is what you need to make it a life worthe living.
take a chance, a big step of a chance, its all you will need to leap onto bigger steps.
you are your own compass.
your heart will find its way without you, its not something to hold or try to stear, that organ is it's own device of comfort and longing. let it breathe, and grow.
If you feel the desire to leave the state that your in, take a match and a smoke and drag a while.
i tend to drag for days, just to take time to gather my mind and stack up the weights of things to be done that are yet to be fullfilled.
Smoking isnt something to do if your lonely, or sad or in need or time to be spent, but something to do, only to do it. I smoke for me, and if it hurts others, I am sorry. My lungs will regret it more than you will.
that in its self is the sign that you are in need of more than time well spent, but rather some well spent time.
i make my life up as I go and do not flow on the currents of other fish, I flow with, around, upside them and accross them only to show that I am me, this is why I feel to write. I feel to do, and do to feel.
simply and trully it is so, I find that I myself need the room and air and supply of love to grow.
do not head, if whish, but like I want as well, be the other kind of fish and go on your own flow, and that will show to others that they themselves should be the difference.
feel the need if you must, to stop and think, this isnt a message but an exhuberation or thoughts, so pay no mind to what i have writ, but only to what you feel inbetween the lines. the truth, the thoughts and the freedom to do so and so do as you whish like the fish.