tedweird aka Ted Feldman is a 17 year old boy, has been a member since August 13, 2007, has scored 1021 submissions, giving an average score of 3.47.
  Oct 31 '07 by tedweird        4 Comments        Watch this
1. I know that in life we're all just wandering around, looking for our way, some find what they call "the path," something divine, that they think is right for everyone. well, i don't think there is a single route that is right no matter who you are, and i know i haven't found my own course yet, but i still want to help guide you on yours, to aide you whenever you need it, to be there for you, always...
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2. Dying inside,
nowhere to go,
from this lion inside.
No way to know,
how to stop the pain,
how to keep from going insane
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3. We all need something stable to lean on.
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4. Wonder all you want,
it won't prove or disprove anything.
My mind is a chaos,
filled with stigmas, enigmas, so many things.
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5. She's the fuel
for the fire of my soul,
and e'ery so often I need to rekindle the flame,
but sometimes I just can't get the timber,
and the heat nearly goes out.
But when relit, I am reborn,
a pheonix in my ashes.
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6. with no outlet,
no chance of one,
i just want to die
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7. it wouldn't have been quite so bad,
if you hadn't lied,
and said "I love you"...
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8. you mean so much to me,
and i don't mean anything...
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9. just wanna fall asleep with you in my arms,
just wanna makes sure you are never harmed
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10. I've come to the conclusion that
I lost the only one that could pull me out.
I know I've done wrong.
I know I'm not good.
But I try to redeem,
and I just don't know how.
Will you ever forgive?
(I) doubt you'll ever forget...
You make me feel so lost,
Unsure if I'd rather be found,
or prefer to just fade away,
into the background...
Do I get a second chance?
Or did I use that up in advance?
Where am I going?
When will I arrive in hell?
There's no way of knowing,
it's too hard to tell.
But this one thing I promise,
I'll try my hardest
to never let you come down here.
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I'm a Jew, a leftist, a cynic, a contortionist(i'm flexible), unique, weird, fucked-up... Ted(<-#1 word used to describe me), i'm just about completely anti-authority (there are some cases that I like my "superior")... yeah.
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