I'm sorry if my english is bad... i think you have to have an overseeing with that.... it's late in the evening, i'm tired.... and quite un-sober(not that i think that anyone will ever read this shit... )...! But I was just thinking about Platon... you know the philosof(i don't remember how it's spelled but maybe you understand anyway!) who had some thaughts in the romantic era etc. he once said " we cannot trust to what our eyes see to get an true knowledge about the world"... ok maybe the translation wasn't the best, it's better when i say it in ´swedish! but it's true... you cannot know what hides beneath the surface so to speak.... like you get to learn when you're little in movies and stuff like that: pretty people aren't nice.... but you can't trust on what you see... you shouldn't judge people by their looks.... but by their heart... BULLSHIT! that's so untrue.... if i see a person who look like hell... i don't stop and wonder about that persons personality... i actually don't care, doesn't bother me. But it could even be the same if I see a good looking person..... then i might think that he/she doesn't have any personality....

From one thing to another... it kinda feels like everyone around me are depressed.... just because it's snow when it should be sun and when the grass should be green. but then i think about what another filosopher named Spinoza once said..." through an eternity perspective, all our problems seems like tiny and insigniffigant(careless)"...... but the i need to quote a swedish music groupe...:" Är det såhär det känns att vara lycklig... det är inga problem, inga problem"(snook)