Its a hard thing to explain, Ive been in love with the dark for quite a while. Recently ive had a taste first hand, from somone who came from the darkest corner of life. I see beauty in her, in all her aspects, even her terrible memories, and the harm she has done to herself. I love her wholly, and it saddens me when others cannot see her pain, and make her place in life harder than it is already.

I have days where things are just hard. Hard for me to hold her back from falling into the abyss. Im a dark person, and i used to be as miserable as she was. I know and i am strong now for her. I put aside my own darkness, to help her with hers.

I dont deny that i have an affinity for the dark and things that are gloomy and torn by pain. Like i said i can find beauty in things most cannot. I just try and share that with people. To see something for more than what everyone else sees, to see beyond into the person who created it, to see the darkness and light that it was born from. To see the death and the life of things. And learn Balance and acceptance from these things.

To only see the up, the positive, the bright, denys and leave out the down the negative the dark. The dark things feel abandoned, they feel left out.

Im saying this. If you see a bigger homely girl, give her a hug, tell her she is ok and she is amazing.. If you see a anorexic used up tired whore, tell her she is loved and she is beautiful. If you see a broken abused child, give them a way out and help them. Dont look at the down and out as something we all should avoid. It happens... people fall, every single day. But they still have a soul, they are still beautiful they are still amazing and worth our time.