sleep it off, mon frere!

as long as you're not puking...things should be ok.

and cheer up! :)

p.s thats for putting up with my whiney blogs, I've been a grade A penis over the past couple of months talking about shit you dont care about but I dont want to shove stuff on my friends because it could be atleast two years before I'm back in canada and I dont want people to remember me as a whiney sod, espcially when we have another friend who disowened us because we werent listening to his problems



agh f****

Also facebook is my enemy tonight.

I need to go home for a few months and figure out what the hell I'm doing with my life, serriously I love living in canada, but at the moment all I can do is spend half the year here and starting anything at all be it a relationship or whatever feels pointless because i'm gonna be over 3000 miles away.



p.s I have no idea why you guys put up with me.

Thanks guys now I feel sick.

Classic family guy. It's so classic, I know exactly what the clip is without having to watch it.



Facebook never seems to like me lol.

onoes! get well soon!



and don't worry, everyone has troubles in their lives. we're here to help each other out. :)

I'm this close to writing a message I know is only gonna get me in trouble and hurt me, how do you block a website?



serriously I need to block facebook tonight.

never mix clear booze with brown booze...it never ends well



cheer up stubs

Solution: Drink until you can't see to type.



No. Don't do that. Just don't go on facebook.

the long on short of it is, I live in the uk, I came over to canada on an exchange program with a bunch of brits one of the brits I was made friends with an awesome girl that I really get on with, but nothing ever happened I didnt want a relationship and fuck up what I thought was the only time I'd be in canada.



I move back home and all I can think about is coming back, this time I come back and I start talking to her a hell of alot more but she starts a relationship with another guy who is a very good friend of mine.



I accept that, i'm only out here for a couple of months I dont want drama and interfearing would of just fucked things over with everyone.



in the last couple of weeks before I leave they break up, but only because the boyfriend thinks their moving too fast, problem is as soon as they brake up I realise I didnt move on I just put my feelings on hold.



But we've been getting closer, the problem is I'm £2,300 in debt, got another 6 months of uni left and it could be atleast a year before I'm back in canada and I leave in 8 days.



everythings telling me that being with her is impossible, but my hearts like fuck that shes the one.

aww phil



here

have some mozarella sticks







theyre terrific drunk food



-k.

cheer the fuck up!

that they are, but I prefer chicken wings.



Its cheap wings night at trifons on friday!!! my last one.



Fuck I dont want to go home, my life out here is ten times better at home, out here I'm a big fish in a small pond, people talk to me and I have no idea who they are its not like that at home I have a small group of friends and we barely get to hang out cause were all at different schools.



plus out here we get to do cool stuff like drifting and sledding behind a car at home we dont even get snow.

Cheer up Phil. Sorry things have been so crappy lately.

*hugs*

I've herd nothing but bad things about Canada. Come home Phil. COME HOME TO BLIGHTY!

We've just had some snow too

"Sunken bells are tolling for thee. Out of the caverns of Num-Yabisc, dark and terrible deep…The ocean is calling her children home."

Oh wow I was drunk last night, sorry for making everyone read all of that.



Life out here in canada isnt that bad, I didnt like my job but I came out to canada at a time when the industry slows down for winter because it gets too cold, (in febuary the temperature gets down to - 45 c, its so cold you can boil a kettle and throw the water out of the window it freezes before it hits the ground).



I was working crappy hours but if I'd had a car things would of been better and the biggest thing of all, I've been comparing it to last year.



The real world is never going to be like university because we wont have all that free time to do stupid stuff.



As for the girl all I can really do is suck it up, odds are she'll end up back with that guy when he's ready to carry on the relationship and even if she doesnt I'm back in blighty she'll end up with someone else.



Things havent been that bad, its just right now its easier to remember the bad things, I've done alot of amazing things that I could never do at home out here and in that sense it was worth it.

Chris theres really been snow?