Thanks, I'll watch these when I get back to dorms from work.



P.S sorry for the moaning blog, I'm feeling pretty down and I dont really have anyone to talk to. For a start I dont want to dump on my friends and two how do I explain to them that it feels like coming back out here was a mistake?



pretty impossible.

i don't know, if they were your friends i'd imagine they'd understand. sometimes you don't have to have a good response, you just have to listen

it is good to vent, moan, bitch, cry sometimes. I agree with sonmi, your friends, if they are good friends should be there to listen!

Well if you'd never gone back to Canada you'd be regretting it, and be completely restless at home, whereas now at least you have a better idea of what you don't want to do, which is just as important as knowing what you do want to do. And I bet when you're home and look back, you'll think you actually had a pretty awesome time

Sorry about the late response, complaining about work whilst at work isnt exactly a clever idea.



Last weekend a group of friends and I went on a road trip up north and it reminded me of how much I love this country but the problem is those moments are going to be few and far between.



I'm an un paid intern at a film company doing a crappy job and I know internships usually mean you end up with the crappy jobs but the thing is I'm supposed to be learning stuff but I'm not and I'm stuck on this production until something else starts up.



I thought (and was told) that I'd get to do all sorts of stuff and go around all the different departments to get a full taste of what its like to work in the film industry but that hasnt happened.



I'm tired because I get up at 6am to get an hour long bus ride out to work and I finish at 5pm and do the same bus ride back



I'm behind on my home work because after a crappy week all I want to do is hang out and relax.



and I'm two grand in debt to my parents that I wont be able to pay back until atleast may of next year.



Things are pretty lousy.



I'll probably feel a little bit better about it once I've slept, baron your right I would of felt completely restless at home, I was restless through out that entire period where I was working so hard to get back out here but thats the thing I put everything I could muster into coming back out to canada which is why it feels so lousy.



30 minutes until I can go back to the dorms.



p.s thanks a bunch everyone for reading it, I always feel guilty when I post whiney blogs especially when i'm in an industry most people say they want to work in and living abroad which is alot of peoples dreams.

if it makes you feel any better, i just stubbed my toe and it hurt really bad.

Yay Phil! Go Phil! You can do it Phil!













Sometimes, when my roommates cheer for me, I get back to where I want to be.

lol thanks you two, made me smile.



I'm in a rut, things might pick up when I move over to another production (but its still going to be office work).

I'm thinking it's that time of year, we're all bitchy and stressed and rutting. Were you tired today? I was really tired today.



P.S. Canada = Awesome, but I'm a tad bias.

I was very tired, I'd had an amazing weekend with my friends then it was back to work to major suck.

I agree with the time of year contributing to bad feelings.



Every weekend I go home, I get another taste of how much I love my job, and the school yanks it's leash and I have to drive back to the hell I wish I could forget.



This time of year makes me feel rebellious and resentful.