You know I think the world is consipring against me of late.

So far this semester I've started to have anxity attacks in clubs cause theres too much going on (I've also cut back on my alchol cause I'm not enjoying it, the ironic thing was I used to get so pissed the loud music, lights and lots of people didnt bother me cause I numbed it).

I fell out with one of my friends, he only apologised after he was told to by other people in the group, so I'm still pissed off with him.


And the topper and the worst, my cousin was pregnant but had to go in for an emergancy cisareane section, because the placenta started to brake up, posioning her body. The babys fine but my cousins liver is failing so she might die.

I found that out on a phone call so I dont really know whats going on.

This is shit.