Since I started working here, I've never had to work on a Saturday so when I signed up to go on a free bus trip to New York this Saturday, I thought I'd be safe. I was owed this trip. I never get to go anywhere and I haven't been out alone in, literally 5 years or more. I didn't even get to be away for college for more than one year.

But today I found out that I have to come in just in case they need something. The chances of them needing me to do something is very low. I'm pretty much over it, but I'm still really downtrodden.

And on top of that, I got a pretty cruddy score on my latest design. I haven't designed anything in a year so I was hoping that this would get me out of my slump. Instead, it makes me want to participate in Threadless even less.