Am I Terrible?
So some of you might know that I'm in a long distance relationship...I live in Dallas, He lives in Brooklyn.
Holidays kind of blow, especially since tomorrow night is New Years Eve...and while I'm excited to hang out with my 2 best friends...I know that theyre both going to be incredibly happy with their boyfriends that are going to be hanging out with us.
While being the 5th wheel will kind of suck, I know we'll still have fun and I can't bitch too much when I'm going to see my boyfriend next week on Wednesday for 5 days...
here's the situation.
a few days ago, Andy found out his Aunt/Godmother died and he was having to fly back to San Antonio this weekend for her funeral.
he flew in today and the funeral will be on Monday, and he will fly back that night
i feel like such a dick but i wish i could drive down and spend tomorrow night with him...does that make me an insensitive selfish asshole?
There's probably no chance that I will act on this urge. He needs to be with his family, he lives with his older brothers but he was really disappointed that he couldnt spend christmas with his parents...
it just sucks that he's finally back in texas and so close...but it's for these reasons and i feel guilty for even considering taking advantage of that
it's just frustrating when he'll probably go out with his brothers or something anyway fa;sdfadsfkjdfa
how do you even bring up a subject like that?